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I don't even care that I haven't been on here for so long. Something I heard last night has really fucking pissed me off.
Afternoon! I've had a really lovely day today, so far anyway.
Last night I went to Glencoe with Hal for a few drinks and then we went down the next street to this girls house for a party. For some reason we took a little trip back to mine and ended up not returning back at the party. I had a proper lovely night and a good few drunken laughs with Hal before bed. Then when we woke up in the morning we watched something about Vets, Gok Wan and Wife Swap USA (wife swap was Hal's choice haha) So we just munched away at Oreos and watched the telly, then decided to get up, have something to eat and go in the garden........ nout really happend after that except Hal went on a rampage around my house, banged his forehead on the fan above the oven, fell a few times on the stairs and me and him danced in the living room to Asian Network really loud on the telly! Hal came skipping in from the kitchen and (i'm actually laughing out loud like mad whilst writing this!) skidded abit on the carpet and if it wasnt for the sofa been in the way he would have smashed his head into the mandlepiece and bleed to death! But it was seriously the most funniest thing thats happened ever!!!!!!!!!! The look on his face!
Anyway, supposed to be going to a party tonight but as usual we don't even know the full story. Me and Katie aren't ever welcome anywhere ;)
Last night I went to Glencoe with Hal for a few drinks and then we went down the next street to this girls house for a party. For some reason we took a little trip back to mine and ended up not returning back at the party. I had a proper lovely night and a good few drunken laughs with Hal before bed. Then when we woke up in the morning we watched something about Vets, Gok Wan and Wife Swap USA (wife swap was Hal's choice haha) So we just munched away at Oreos and watched the telly, then decided to get up, have something to eat and go in the garden........ nout really happend after that except Hal went on a rampage around my house, banged his forehead on the fan above the oven, fell a few times on the stairs and me and him danced in the living room to Asian Network really loud on the telly! Hal came skipping in from the kitchen and (i'm actually laughing out loud like mad whilst writing this!) skidded abit on the carpet and if it wasnt for the sofa been in the way he would have smashed his head into the mandlepiece and bleed to death! But it was seriously the most funniest thing thats happened ever!!!!!!!!!! The look on his face!
Anyway, supposed to be going to a party tonight but as usual we don't even know the full story. Me and Katie aren't ever welcome anywhere ;)
3rd March 2011
I'm not blogging today because I'm to tired. My dad has kicked the cats out, I can't be bothered to watch skins, I saw the girls tonight, I am on attendance report, I have to do 2 hours of revision everynight from 5 till 6 then half 7 till half 8, so Hal reckons he's never gonna see me again, I wish I wasnt failing in college, but I got a B+ in the Sociology class essay and thats the only think thats keeping me happy and sane. Night x
2nd March 2011, again.
I was watching Model Agency earlier and it has put me in a funny mood. The funny mood that I used to get in when I'd finished watching Skins.. I know Model Agency is a real life situation thingy, but my favourite on it has to be Annie, the boss of the New Faces. She is absolutely lovely as anything, beautiful and she is really good looking to say she is what? 30 something? I'm sure she said that on the one before... Anyway, I proper wish I worked at Premier (the place they work at)!! Yes, I'd love to do modelling but I really wouldn't mind working at that place. God knows what type of qualifications you have to have for it though. Also, it's in London. I'm in Hull. Big difference!
Another thing, I really cannot wait till Summer. Or at least when the weather decides to warm up! I was looking around in town today (as you'd know if you read my earlier post) with Eve, and all I saw in shops was millions upon millions of garments that I would wear, wouldn't mind buying now either, but just couldn't wear yet, which would mean they would be stuck in my cupboard to about... May time maybe? Most probably after :( I don't know, I'll have to decide on what to do... Though I have seen a beautiful longish skirt in River Island what I really want :( Hang on, I'll find a photo!
Here we are, here is the beautiful piece!!!! Well, I wouldn't say the picture does it much justice but in real life it is beautiful! I don't know if you get the belt with it though, I can't actually remember. But me and Eve have come to a conclusion that this is one of them pieces of clothing which would happily stay in your wardrobe for years and years to come, never go out of fashion, and she will see me in Turkey when I'm 40 odd, still wearing it!!! And I would wear it and I mean it. I would wear it for college too.
So yeah, I'm in a good mood but all that is in the back of my mind is Travel and Tourism tomorrow. Absolutely dreading it! And the plan is (just thought of this right this second), I am going into town with my Mum next Friday, for a pamper session at Colour Lounge, so this means I can take her with my to River Island and see what she has to say to the situation... I SEE A SKIRT AT THE END OF THIS TUNNEL!
Another thing, I really cannot wait till Summer. Or at least when the weather decides to warm up! I was looking around in town today (as you'd know if you read my earlier post) with Eve, and all I saw in shops was millions upon millions of garments that I would wear, wouldn't mind buying now either, but just couldn't wear yet, which would mean they would be stuck in my cupboard to about... May time maybe? Most probably after :( I don't know, I'll have to decide on what to do... Though I have seen a beautiful longish skirt in River Island what I really want :( Hang on, I'll find a photo!
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| Cream Print Skirt, £29.99 from River Island. |
So yeah, I'm in a good mood but all that is in the back of my mind is Travel and Tourism tomorrow. Absolutely dreading it! And the plan is (just thought of this right this second), I am going into town with my Mum next Friday, for a pamper session at Colour Lounge, so this means I can take her with my to River Island and see what she has to say to the situation... I SEE A SKIRT AT THE END OF THIS TUNNEL!
2nd March 2011
Evening all, I have literally been in about 20 minutes.
* If you really cannot be bothered to read all this and get bored doing so, there is a brief explanation of it all at the bottom, with the reason of what it was all because of....
I've had such a naff day at college today. Mainly because as soon as I got there my Tutor give me the ins and outs of my college life. She said that I failed my Pyschology test I did the other day, I'm lagging behind in all my subjects and my attendance is really really poor. I nearly got all emotional about it because I felt like a complete failure, I know it's my own fault but yeah, I couldn't help but get all down about it. Anyway, I decided I would start going to metoring during a free in my timetable and I will try (probably won't happen) to attend college alot more, to get my attendance higher.
Anyway, with that over I set off for the rest of my day. I tried reading some of my book but I couldn't focus on it at all. So I just flicked through Facebook, Tumblr and ran down my iPod battery, damn. Then I went to Pyschology. My teacher then told me I'd failed. Again I got all emotional, stressed and walked out to the loos, only to find that they where full of fucking annoying stuck up girls, which annoyed me even more. So I went back crying. The lesson was alright but tiffed me off, though after I had a little chat with Kim and said sorry for walking out.
I then proceded to Maths, to try and cheer myself up, hoping I'd passed my level 2 entry. Got there, didn't pass. Lost out by 4 marks. Pissed me off, but not as much as I expected. Ian wasn't annoyed like I'd heard he was about others, so that was alright too.
It was dinner anyway, so that blew over quickly and I just rambled on to Eve about god knows what, but I could tell that she wasn't listening!! Me and Eve decided not to go to our next lessons to go into town. I thought this was a good idea at first, but on the way out of college we walked past my Travel and Tourism teacher (the lesson I had), so chances are I'm in shit tomorrow.
But during town, I managed to explain to Eve my whole situation of why I was feeling really low, I bought 4 new items of clothing.....
And then also, I got some shorts from New Look which are floral too! But I couldn't find a photo, and I got a plain bright pink baggyish skirt from Zara. So all in all I am happy with my little buys! I can't quite remember what Eve bought, or even if she did buy anything actually.. But during all this, I managed to leave my card in the card pin thing in New Look and then leave my shopping in River Island changing rooms. Luckily I got all this back. Oh yeah, I'd also like to say that I personally think that Chinese Laundry has lost it, I didn't see a single thing in their except mens wear, band tee's, shoes, a few womans jumpers and demin skirts. Personally I think that vintage has gone, which makes me sad.
Oh so back to when I got home, I accidently rang Hal by mistake and he called me back. He was like 'Hiya, whats up?' and I was just been really quiet because I knew I was going to cry. And then, I did cry. But I didn't just cry, I went into a whole emotional breakdown type cry thingy! I think it sorta confused him, but when I explained all, he was ok. I know it sounds dead cheesy and stupid, but I feel so far away from everything right now and I just heard Hal speaking, it just set me off into how much I miss him.
So yeah, for a brief explaination of this whole post. I felt rubbish today all because I needed to cry. I needed to cry because I needed to let out my feelings of how far away from everything I feel right now and how much I miss Hal, personally.
* If you really cannot be bothered to read all this and get bored doing so, there is a brief explanation of it all at the bottom, with the reason of what it was all because of....
I've had such a naff day at college today. Mainly because as soon as I got there my Tutor give me the ins and outs of my college life. She said that I failed my Pyschology test I did the other day, I'm lagging behind in all my subjects and my attendance is really really poor. I nearly got all emotional about it because I felt like a complete failure, I know it's my own fault but yeah, I couldn't help but get all down about it. Anyway, I decided I would start going to metoring during a free in my timetable and I will try (probably won't happen) to attend college alot more, to get my attendance higher.
Anyway, with that over I set off for the rest of my day. I tried reading some of my book but I couldn't focus on it at all. So I just flicked through Facebook, Tumblr and ran down my iPod battery, damn. Then I went to Pyschology. My teacher then told me I'd failed. Again I got all emotional, stressed and walked out to the loos, only to find that they where full of fucking annoying stuck up girls, which annoyed me even more. So I went back crying. The lesson was alright but tiffed me off, though after I had a little chat with Kim and said sorry for walking out.
I then proceded to Maths, to try and cheer myself up, hoping I'd passed my level 2 entry. Got there, didn't pass. Lost out by 4 marks. Pissed me off, but not as much as I expected. Ian wasn't annoyed like I'd heard he was about others, so that was alright too.
It was dinner anyway, so that blew over quickly and I just rambled on to Eve about god knows what, but I could tell that she wasn't listening!! Me and Eve decided not to go to our next lessons to go into town. I thought this was a good idea at first, but on the way out of college we walked past my Travel and Tourism teacher (the lesson I had), so chances are I'm in shit tomorrow.
But during town, I managed to explain to Eve my whole situation of why I was feeling really low, I bought 4 new items of clothing.....
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| Blouse from New Look |
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| Shoes from River Island |
Oh so back to when I got home, I accidently rang Hal by mistake and he called me back. He was like 'Hiya, whats up?' and I was just been really quiet because I knew I was going to cry. And then, I did cry. But I didn't just cry, I went into a whole emotional breakdown type cry thingy! I think it sorta confused him, but when I explained all, he was ok. I know it sounds dead cheesy and stupid, but I feel so far away from everything right now and I just heard Hal speaking, it just set me off into how much I miss him.
So yeah, for a brief explaination of this whole post. I felt rubbish today all because I needed to cry. I needed to cry because I needed to let out my feelings of how far away from everything I feel right now and how much I miss Hal, personally.
01 March 2011
I woke up like 10 minutes ago, feeling not so bad as yesterday. But remembered I had another nightmare, so here it is... Firstly, I had a nightmare about a school trip. People from college, Alex Lister, Jenny my cousin and her family where there, and we was going across from Princess Quay shopping centre in like this swing chair thing, which flew you over the river humber. Mine sorta broke and the river froze, I was crying because I couldnt swim.
Then I had another nightmare, where I lived down the Avenues in quite a big house, but I could never remember which one was mine. Even though, across the road Hannah Baxter lived with her family, and Kylie and Kendall Kardashian (WTF?). So yeah, I was arguing like mad with them, about my Topshop boots and a pair of these like short wet leather ones. I wanted my Topshop ones back, but they didn't want to give me them because they wanted them for themselves (god knows why!). So I went round to Hannahs house and was in the Hallway with them, crying my eyes out saying 'Why do you want my boots? When you 2 do modelling and make millions and can afford whatever you want!!!!???'. And then I went in Hannahs livingroom and like all her family was there. They where having a party and I came in and knocked down loads of scaffolding, which resulted in Hannahs stepdad kicking me out. So I started walking down the street and I went to this doctors house, he was like Arabic or something and said we was going to a supermarket with the other people he had. with him. At the Supermarket we all got given these labels, one saying we where Christian and another saying whatever other religion we actually was. There was like a few Muslims, but I was Jewish. When we went to this supermarket we got told to go through to the back to watch this secret DVD, but they wouldnt let us through. So we started running around the shop looking for this certain numbered room for safety. I don't know where everyone else went, but I ended up in a changing room with like people from all over the world, like a Chinese young woman was there with a black and white kitten to give me, an Asian woman with a baby in a pram and like this family where everyone had really dark Red hair... To be honest, I think Dorothea Jorgenson was in there (however you spell her name). I can't remember much after this, but we where all just talking and laughing with each other, getting on really well and then getting really upset because we couldn't actually be friends because we where all different religions.
So yeah! What the actual hell is going on with my dreams? I've had like 5 in 5 nights?
Dream 1. I had massive cuts on my neck and I didn't know how I'd got them. Then this girl started accusing me of been a weirdo and self harming, so I started slamming her head into the desk at college.
Dream 2. I was at McDonalds in Florida, and a baby started having a go at me, so someone told it to die and it's family started attacking us, by throwing knives and forks at us. Again, this cut my face and neck :|
Dream 3. A ghost or something weird kept taking over me and pinning me down in my bed, stopping me from talking..
Then I didnt have a dream this night because I barely had any sleep, due to been ill.
Dream 4 and 5: the ones I have just explained.... I'm scared!!!
Then I had another nightmare, where I lived down the Avenues in quite a big house, but I could never remember which one was mine. Even though, across the road Hannah Baxter lived with her family, and Kylie and Kendall Kardashian (WTF?). So yeah, I was arguing like mad with them, about my Topshop boots and a pair of these like short wet leather ones. I wanted my Topshop ones back, but they didn't want to give me them because they wanted them for themselves (god knows why!). So I went round to Hannahs house and was in the Hallway with them, crying my eyes out saying 'Why do you want my boots? When you 2 do modelling and make millions and can afford whatever you want!!!!???'. And then I went in Hannahs livingroom and like all her family was there. They where having a party and I came in and knocked down loads of scaffolding, which resulted in Hannahs stepdad kicking me out. So I started walking down the street and I went to this doctors house, he was like Arabic or something and said we was going to a supermarket with the other people he had. with him. At the Supermarket we all got given these labels, one saying we where Christian and another saying whatever other religion we actually was. There was like a few Muslims, but I was Jewish. When we went to this supermarket we got told to go through to the back to watch this secret DVD, but they wouldnt let us through. So we started running around the shop looking for this certain numbered room for safety. I don't know where everyone else went, but I ended up in a changing room with like people from all over the world, like a Chinese young woman was there with a black and white kitten to give me, an Asian woman with a baby in a pram and like this family where everyone had really dark Red hair... To be honest, I think Dorothea Jorgenson was in there (however you spell her name). I can't remember much after this, but we where all just talking and laughing with each other, getting on really well and then getting really upset because we couldn't actually be friends because we where all different religions.
So yeah! What the actual hell is going on with my dreams? I've had like 5 in 5 nights?
Dream 1. I had massive cuts on my neck and I didn't know how I'd got them. Then this girl started accusing me of been a weirdo and self harming, so I started slamming her head into the desk at college.
Dream 2. I was at McDonalds in Florida, and a baby started having a go at me, so someone told it to die and it's family started attacking us, by throwing knives and forks at us. Again, this cut my face and neck :|
Dream 3. A ghost or something weird kept taking over me and pinning me down in my bed, stopping me from talking..
Then I didnt have a dream this night because I barely had any sleep, due to been ill.
Dream 4 and 5: the ones I have just explained.... I'm scared!!!
28th February 2011
Evening! For the numerous blogs I've had, I'm hopefully planning to stick with this one! It's not exactly going to be any special but, something for me (maybe you) to enjoy reading! Heres a few rules...
5 Things found in my bag:
* An old carton (and when I say old, I mean like over a week old) of Apple Juice from Morrisons.
* A big black hairbrush which has took on the smell of smoke, from brushing my hair with it after parties.
* A brand new, been used once Cherry Coca Cola lipbalm from Primark! My Mum bought me one and Hal one too!
* Some really cheap facewipes from Boots Pharmacy!
* Some black sorta hoop shaped earrings from Topshop, with gold cats on
* Three 10ps
* My Natwest debit card
* Two mucky gold Topshop teeth earrings, which Eve bought me last Christmas <3
* A little plastic Tortoise I found on my Boyfriends bedroom floor and kept, heehee!
5 Favourite things in my room:
* Either or both of my pet Cats (when they are actually in here), Jess and Ruby!
* My bed from Argos my Mum and Dad bought me years ago for my birthday. It's a Princess bed with 4 posters and curtains, but I took them off because the Kitten ruined them, sob.
* My big massive mirror <3
* I guess my Dell laptop...
* A few items of clothing. I really cannot be bothered to look through them to pick out...
* Model, which is never ever ever going to happen.
* Pass my Maths GCSE
* Have a collection of something.son I'm reading all those screenplays)
* Find a hobby!!!!
* Tumblr!!!!!!!!!!!! A few of my favourites would me http://www.tigerleaf.tumblr.com/, http://www.modellove.tumblr.com/, http://www.whocareswhoseesanything.tumblr.com/ and http://www.unicornpens.tumblr.com/.
* I've always been into Cats, so any Cat that approaches me instantly gets a stroke! Or a kiss and a cuddle, depding on how well we know each other, heehee!
* Sleeping, seriously all I ever want to do is sleep in my bedroom... Or Hals bed, or errrr, sofas at peoples houses, errrrrrrrr, the desk at College....
* The Rimmel London advert with the group of girls! I love the song on it aswell!
* Other peoples lives! Not in a pervy, stalkerish way though. Hahaha!
- Try and blog everyday!
- Try my hardest not to come across as a morbid witchy girl, because that just bores people and scares people away.
- Think carefully about what I post on here, I wouldn't say I have an exciting life but somethings that happen, even if they aren't involving me.. well, people may not actually be happy with me posting/saying/reading.
- When slagging someone of, try not to make it too obvious...
- I will not let this Blogspot ruin me. (like that whole Dailybooth thing) This is me, but to a certain limit.
5 Things found in my bag:
* An old carton (and when I say old, I mean like over a week old) of Apple Juice from Morrisons.
* A big black hairbrush which has took on the smell of smoke, from brushing my hair with it after parties.
* A brand new, been used once Cherry Coca Cola lipbalm from Primark! My Mum bought me one and Hal one too!
* Some really cheap facewipes from Boots Pharmacy!
* Some black sorta hoop shaped earrings from Topshop, with gold cats on
5 Things found in my purse:
* Two 20ps
* Three 10ps
* My Natwest debit card
* Two mucky gold Topshop teeth earrings, which Eve bought me last Christmas <3
* A little plastic Tortoise I found on my Boyfriends bedroom floor and kept, heehee!
5 Favourite things in my room:
* Either or both of my pet Cats (when they are actually in here), Jess and Ruby!
* My bed from Argos my Mum and Dad bought me years ago for my birthday. It's a Princess bed with 4 posters and curtains, but I took them off because the Kitten ruined them, sob.
* My big massive mirror <3
* I guess my Dell laptop...
* A few items of clothing. I really cannot be bothered to look through them to pick out...
5 Things I always wanted to do:
* Go to Poland on holiday!* Model, which is never ever ever going to happen.
* Pass my Maths GCSE
* Have a collection of something.son I'm reading all those screenplays)
* Find a hobby!!!!
5 Things I am currently into:
* Tumblr!!!!!!!!!!!! A few of my favourites would me http://www.tigerleaf.tumblr.com/, http://www.modellove.tumblr.com/, http://www.whocareswhoseesanything.tumblr.com/ and http://www.unicornpens.tumblr.com/.
* I've always been into Cats, so any Cat that approaches me instantly gets a stroke! Or a kiss and a cuddle, depding on how well we know each other, heehee!
* Sleeping, seriously all I ever want to do is sleep in my bedroom... Or Hals bed, or errrr, sofas at peoples houses, errrrrrrrr, the desk at College....
* The Rimmel London advert with the group of girls! I love the song on it aswell!
* Other peoples lives! Not in a pervy, stalkerish way though. Hahaha!
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